Light onto my path is the way to noblility... DaX637

Finally o lvl's are over and i am totally stress free!!! wa study lyke crazy during e o lvl's... hope i can do very well in "some" areas haha.... Hmm.... i got confidence in my e math and a math but e rest not so haiz.... even though i found e physics and chem paper easy i hav no confidence in my self doing as gd as my bro haiz my parents will start to nag... Hmmm mayb L1R5 can get below 20 and L1R4 below 15... i think this way cos of my worst subject tat i could possibly do in... in e end i study so hard for nothing cos my history will pull my marks down lyke crazy.... haiz every1 study so hard for history but dunno how to do sianz... i worst study only 3 chapters when mr singh ask us study 5 then only 2 came out and omg china i study so hard come out for SBQ!!!!! then e SEQ fail la confirm... all my efforts hav gone down e drain 'ursh.....' dere it goes into e toilet bowl...

Hmm but study so hard also made alot of ppl anxious and nervous.... Wei Quan felt e stress from me and decided to study hard and stop playing his maple haha... he was scared i top and overtake his usual position haha... I also remembered i gave Grace alot of pressure and stress too... UNIMAGINABLE!!! she felt pressure from me? lol... i am lyke everytime not studying and when i hardcore study so hard for o lvl she starts to freak out and qiong her studies too haha.... hmm since i usually got 10 plus position in class or 20 they thought o lvl aiya can win me(no no no) but no way as i will b e hardcore champ haha lol....

WA.... e feeling of o lvl being over was gd... and now currently got a job waiting to call me up haha... hmm i also decided to qiong my gaming as i hav lyked neva touched it and i wanna overtake almost every1 and now i am almost doing so, so jia you and OWN their ass'es muahahah!!!! if i could hav 1 wish i would wish my sweaty palms to go away for gd!!! gaming mayb not so important as now is e time to catch up wif friends and create stronger and new bonds wif e best/new friends i will start to make....

 

Now i noe it is neva easy to forget some1 u really wanna remember for e rest of ur life... my parents neva seem to amaze me by scoulding me and doing shyt to my face everytime... guess it might b jus their daily routine since i am on holiday and they having nothing fuking nice to do wif my life.... y dont they jus kill me bcos in e first place it doesn't even seem they wanted to hav me in e first place... i might as well die rite??? Grace die wif me??? lol accompany me to heaven where all life's wishes come true and everything is perfect haiz....

 

-----------> Some blue skies always turn grey.... Life's a mystery but live it to fufill ur destiny... Time does not jus fly by but show us wad we hav made gd use of it... Save e memories u treasure or lose it foreva!!!

 

Sad and lonely but always e noble light to ur destiny

NobleLight™

Haiz phy practical fail la... Grace also feel e same bout hers so we muz an wei each other and work harder... but to the looks of it grace and me haven started studying yet lolx... die la if continue like tis... Haiz when finish the phy practical all i wanted was some peace and quiet to study for my other subjects but mr ngio jus had to b such an extra... knowing tat alot of ppl dont wanna go through the paper as those who know get wrong when he go through will get demoralized and thos who hav done it correct happy... he really like no brain and think only bout himself and his subject, not thinking how other ppl feel... he is like shin goon in goong, dont care bout other ppl feelings and only care bout his... i now so fed up i wanna whack him up lor...

Muz stay calm as tmr is the chem practical and i scared i fail even more thinking bout it zzzz... hope e luk evry1 has been giving me will work tmr and help me do well... i will need all e luk i can get... somehow i hav a funny feeling i will do well like my bro told me last night... as long as i hav worked hard and tried my best i should hav no regrets and will get roughly the grade i wan if not lower by 1 grade then wad i expect... Chem practical here i come charging at u!!!

Hmmm.... recently jus watched goong till chapter 21 the first 20min then i cannot find anymore links but i will watch it after o lvl on youtube!!! watching it till here so far has made me more sentimental and emotional i hav no idea y but i know e show will get nicer and nicer and more emotional especially when shin goon is going to confess his love for her... Goong rox!!!

Recently i hav funny feelings in my heart... not feelings of exams but of love... everytime she comes to my mind i cant seem to get her off and my heart beats faster to the max!!! somehow i hav a bad feeling tat she will reject me and i am scared...

3 things tat love can do:

1. Love can tear ur heart apart

2. Love can bring u joy and happiness

3. Love can occur after a long and strong friendship

But not saying tat this can happen among the same sex so dont be gay or lesbian k??? haha

NobleLight™

tis time really after o lvl then i will continue to write and may all friends remain together and b best friends!!!

Wa today so sianz... go school so sleepy yet still fight wif friend... haiz... how i wish i could change this bad characteristic if it is bad to some ppl or if it gd... Hmm hu can tell me wad to do???

P.E. rox... even though i made some blunders, i managed to draw e game 2 is to 2... Later some of the guys tat passed 5 or more subjects played wif e lower sec... wa lower sec so act one say they noob in e end trash us up 3 to 1 zzz.... This was where the fight came into place... our defence was so sucky and the tupid lower sec gave us noob players all as*holes... then ivan keep on shouting "defend, defend properly leh" something like tat... then i and jq said almost e same thing " u come back defend la tok so much"... he kept on staying in front by himself thinking he can qiong pass all e lower sec... but i notice tat actually the lower sec were all soccer team players so they were officially more better then us (die arh!!!) Then ivan said something in a very fierce manner thinking he so great i think then every time i let in goal he scold me and not happy wif me lor... last time also like tat...

sometimes he is tai guo fen but no one dares to tell him off except me... then e whole day neva tok wif him zzz... he always wait for me to say sorry first then he apologise back making every1 tink i am in e wrong not him... i wan him to change for e better so i decided to ask kth 4 help but he said he bcame better but none hav actually really seen it... kth said he changed and would help any1 if in need but if he really wants to do so, he has to let other ppl study in concentration rite? he keeps on toking and making noise how is he able to help any1 really in need? Slience is golden and if he cant appreciate it then all of us hav to put up wif e noise he makes... but if i do a survey across e class alot of ppl really cannot stand the noise and study in peace...

I know today i might b wrong so i am willing to say sorry to him but how long will this keep on going? the same repeation of me saying sorry first then him later?

Hmm... grace u going mjc then i will go together wif u hehe... our friendship will neva die as i am a true friend hu will change for e better if u wan me to and muz tell me my faults first la... grace thx alot for wanting to help out but if she cant b mine i cant help but die... she means too much to me... guide her out of her dark period??? wad dark period??? tell me plz... i dont wan her friendship and urs and mine to die jus like tat after o's... lol i not funny cos i dont noe the way around some places in s'pore rite? not as if u know everything where or wad haha jus jkin... i will try my best to noe more bout s'pore if got time haha... i will b e light of her life as i am NobleLight!!! even though she cannot b mine i will b the guardian angel bside her... i will not hurt her... u also not so nerdy leh see u go out last time can already tell u dont wanna b nerd at all right?? but u no other choice hav to listen to parents rite?

Hmm less then 2 wks to go muz study hard go same jc as grace!!! JIA YOU EVRY1 especially me lol haha...

See ya after o's

DarexXx

Woo... now is the time to qiong studies!!!

wa came back from term 3 holidays then prelim so scary sia... i studied hard except for some subjects like phy... but the combine humanities sux to e core man cos the tupid mdm ho mark like f**king strict man then wa lao fail like sh*t!?!?!?!?!? Physics fail by a bit only cos my practical did wrong then last moment realise haiz... then e paper 2 also like not enough time do finish(hope next year onwards can increase time to 2h then i can finish and do well!!!) all e qns i did all correct sia but only not enough time do last qns and complete e rest....

 

Time is flying by fast and i wanna remain in my sec 2 years where all the laughter and fun are and no stress from some new teachers... Times flies so fast tat a blink of an eye it is now past prelim and i cannot do much to change e pass... i will b getting my results the following day and i noe wad it will b like... jus hope my parents can b understanding and not say "dont compare other ppl's grades with urs but look at ur own" tat is their fav line and i hate it and the comparing of my bro and me... I also noe my grades already and i felt i hav improved alot and i wanna keep in doing it but i need e determination and strength of god to guide me... I got for my L1R4 19 pts to me not bad and L1R5 26 or 27 which is to me i hav improved alot and i wanna go for e top as i am 18th in class yeah!!!! but 32 for lvl lol but to me also not bad...

 

Hmm... my love life has really not been working out for me but i will work hard to get wad i wan if some1 can teach me how to not b shy haha!!! Grace can help me get her??? i really like her too much to let her go after the o lvl's and i really wanna b wif her as everytime i am wif her my heart beats faster and i get nervous... when i feel more away from her, i hav e urge to wan her more then anything in e world... i keep on thinking about her and butterflies in my stomach appear... Grace help me!?!??!?!!? but if dont really like me then i wont force it cos she had some bad exp along the way to sec 4...

Tampines JC here i come!!!! if not Temasek Ploy lol

See ya next time!!!
NoBl3Li9hT™